Hello All,

This is evidently my first posting on this particular blog, and I desperately hope that this blog will last longer than those in my past experiences. Now I do realize that because this is a public blog that many/all of the readers of it I most likely do not know. But, despite the fact that we are strangers, it would be quite lovely if you were to have any/advice or suggestions for any sort of predicament I may find myself to be writing about. So, let's have at it then, and start on with my adventures in living, life, and the time's it may throw our way! Talley-ho!

Now, I'm sure that many of you reading have probably at one point or another created an alternate image of yourself in passing, for one reason or another. Now imagine if that were to be your life, from then on, and you had no way of changing it, what would you do? Would you carry on with it? Or would you correct yourself and others? Thus bringing yourself back down to wear you really stand? And why is it that you created this persona to start? Was it just in passing, and you wanted to escape your inner feelings of commitment, stress, or something else for even just a moment? Or was it to completely evade your current life situation and to simply start over and/or reinvent yourself? Because while it is terribly easy to do, recreating yourself completely, you musn't forget who you truly are, because while that may not be as exciting or wonderful as the person you are creating , it is your inner person, and you musn't forget that person, or else your really just cheating yourself. But, on the other hand if  the person you've created and are now living through has been your inner person throughout the years and has just been surpressed by the madness that was you life, and is just now having the opportunity to come out due to new circumstances, then go with it! Take your real person and do what you have dreamed of, and truly, reach for the stars! Alright then, that was my little idea that came to me today, on with the other things that need to be said...well, I guess they're going to be written, aren't they?

 Let me tell you all that I really hope that you all had a wonderful holiday this year, and that I hope you have exciting plans to bring in the new year, and wonderful goals or ambitions to be accomplished in the upcoming year.

Good gracious! Let me get to what iI really need to get out, before I burst! You know how in new sittuations, there are new people? Well, there are three people, lets call them Larry, Moe, and Curly whom I have grown to adore...Well, at least Moe and Curly, not to sound like a narcissist, but Larry seems to be slightly in love with me, and it goes unreciprocated.. Which I do feel bad about, but you can't deny your heart..my my, how sappy can one get it these? Anywho, Moe, and I both see eye to eye on many issues, and happenings, and we both do like one another, but Moe is VERY reserved, self conscience, and shy. And when I'm around people of that nature, then I become nervous as well, and thus, very quiet. So, as you may assume, this situation is a bit difficult. Curly, on the otherhand, is very open, and one of my first friends of the area. He and I quickly grew fond of each other, but were slightly delayed in any sort of happenings. But, he is quite the opposite of Moe, he is self assured and actually opens up to me, without me having to feel like I'm attempting to pry open a soup can without a can opener.. While I do feel as though, my heart truly lies with Curly? but then again Moe is also lovely... I just don't know what to do with myself, loose myself completely with Curly, or go on the safe, but also slightly heartbreaking? (not the best word that could be used here) I just don't know what to do..

Also, to all those young women, and teenagers who read about these glamerous women and girls with eating disorders, and believe that if they too travel down that path, will achieve the life of those in the stories, don't even start.. The guaranteed and gargantuan stresses that accompany these disorders are not worth it.. Believe me...

 Well, I'm off.. Hope you enjoy, feel free to comment.

Ciao